Oh hello. I am minhui and I am 20.You're beginning to like me less, as you're lovin me more. xoxo.

it's not a you know i know thing.
it's a you don't know i know thing.
it's a some of them know i know thing.

listening to the jannah's & zarifah's situation,
i'm feeling so sad for them.
why are the girls always facing the same probs?
why are we always worrying about this & that?
why the guys always only know how to push the blames?
why girls are always putting so much in a r/ship, yet they end up getting hurt?
why we are always the ones suffering?
why can't there be forever?
why promises are always broken?
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many many more whys going on in my head.

to listen to their problems now, i find that mine is nothing.
mine problem can be solved more easily compared to thm.
cause mine can be forgotten, but their's can't.
i really understand their plight now.
i was in tht state a few months ago too.
pondering & crying over all those hurts i got.
now, i've kinda move on from it,
but somehow it still leaves a scar in my heart.
now ii'm fearing so much to get into a r'ship.
my classmates are all having problems with their r'ship.
either on da verge of breaking up/broke up.

sighhhh, this really sets me thinking about a lot of things.

but i'm glad that i've classamates like them.
we talk to each other about our problems.
we've only knw each other for 5 wks, gng to 6.
but we're friends as if we knw each other like 5mths/6.
i'm really appreciate the lil things tht they do for me.
thou it might not be something big or great,
but it really touched my heart.
they can don't care about my problems, neglect me;
but they never do that.
they listen to me rant about my problems,
giving me comments about what to do.



zarifah;
i understand the situation you're in now.
i've gone thru tht also,
but often we don't mean for things to happen tht way too.
even thou whn da r'ship is 5yrs plus alr, da r'ship will not last still.
however, don't let it affect you too much.
share your problems with me okay?
don't just keep it to yourself, like what you did okay?
rmb, we're friends. <3

jannah;
hearing you talk about your problem today,
i seriously feel sad for you.
his taking you for granted.
don't brood over him anymore, be strong girl.
i knw you can do it.
he don't deserve such a nice girl like you.
he don't deserve you to ache or cry over him.
we'l be there for you, smile okay? <3

nabila;
you've been hearing me rant about it.
you've been giving me comments.
you've been telling me to think more positively.
you've always be there for me.
you've never make me feel left out.
you've make me feel that there's ppl i can talk to abt my probs.
i hope our efforts pay off.
i hope it'll not go dwn the drain.
thanks thou friend. <3

alicia;
i always look for you whn i need someone to talk to.
i always find you to go toilet with me.
i always tell you abt my probs.
you're the first one i share my probs with in class.
you shld feel honour yeah? lol.
thou this is a bit short,
but you knw i love you la hor, girl? <3


just added this song into my blog.
i always turn so emo when i listen to this song.
the lyrics are so meaningful.

that's when i love you;

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what


i think this is my longest post ever luh.
no picture no update anw thou.
somehow i hate weekends cause i'll start getting emo.
whn i'm in school, i can't help feeling hyper with my classmates around.
but i think i need a break, i'm tired.
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